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    August 31

    Mute Insteads

    Taste that light

    When I touch

    Kill and fight

    Hurt so much

    I'm not free

    Claw my skin

    Being me

    Borrowed sin

    Dig so deep

    Treasure soul

    Let me sleep

    Dreams in tow

    Wrapped around

    Glory shreds

    Shouting down

    Mute insteads

    --John R. Durant July 14th 2008

    [ Wrote this last year. I still like some of the turns in here—an exploration of the space within a struggle, a kind of impressionistic contemplation of what could have been but can never be]

    August 21

    Ghost Water

    Ghost water night
    No thoughts are in my head
    Restless muted walls
    And my eyes under the bed
    This is the end
    My black has turned to blue
    I have no feet
    But I'm wearing one left shoe
    I
    Need some time
    A way to kill this moment
    That has no vital signs
    I, me, mine
    Here in the darkness
    I look just fine
     
    John R. Durant---2004
     
    August 16

    57 Mile Backpacking Trip

    On Monday, August 10th, I left on a 57 backpacking trip with my son, Andrew (15), four other young lads from Church, and two other youth leaders, Brothers Tyler Allen and Bryan Wheeler. We trekked from Steven's Pass to Snoqualmie Pass in 5 days. You can find the pictures here. At the same time, another group of boys and their leaders, led by Spence Darrington, began the same journey from the opposite direction. We met in the middle at Lake Waptus, the only rain-free period of the trip. It was great to see the whole group together, and a message from the scriptures while we gathered around the fire lifted our spirits.
     
    The pictures tell some of the story of the trip. Sadly, we have nearly none of the last 20 miles, because we were so frozen cold that we didn't want to stop for photos. On Friday we did the last 20 miles in about 7 hours of constant hiking up mountainsides and across narrow paths clinging to the rock.
     
    At the end of it all, we went to Arbys where the boys filled up on Bacon Cheddar Roastburgers!
     
    It is an experience I'll never forget, and the bond between us all is something special. We suffered plenty on the trek, but all in a good way. As my motto goes, "Nothing's fun until it hurts." Thus, this trip was lots of fun! I am eager to do it again with James, then John, then, Paul, then Steven as they grow a little older.